Come back as woman

It is hard to say how I feel for yesterday, today maybe tomorrow. Too complicated to describe it, I don’t know what I must do, I don’t understand why I am being different. I think a new thing has opened to my mind, oh God!! What’s wrong with me??
Last month, a stupid accident came to my world. It killed my simple world, d*** !! I never hope it at twice. Oh no..no…no… Once is enough. Although I must be a loser woman, maybe it is the best choice for that moment. I get more lessons from it. I feel my life is changing. I like a bird which ready to fly where it wants. I get back my world although I must pay it with being a loser. For some situation maybe I must a loser, I think it is fear coz I know who is my rival. I don’t care what they said, it is me, don’t force me with other. I am different!!!
I sure God have a lesson when we are given a life of examination. God want me strong, keep fight, keep survive, keep smile, and the end keep to be a winner. Everybody must change to be better, coz everyday we are dreaming, growing and learning. And now I feel my life is changing. I go as girl and now I come back as woman. A woman who ready to enjoy life, a woman who keep fight, a woman who open mind, a woman who always be grateful, a woman who have a simple loved, a woman who have much dreams, a woman who ready to do a challenging, a woman who always smile for world.
I can die here, or I can continue fighting